i feel i've grown up.
my 6 months attachment has ended. i have successfully found myself another part time job to last me till school reopens.
after these 6 months, i realised i feel that i am thinking deeper now. i have learnt to look at things at a different angle. i have learnt and am now able to look into the future. for the next five years, at least.
i am happy and i feel more assured now that i have a goal to achieve and a road i've planned to guide me, rather then the aimless follower i was at the beginning of the year.
after i graduate, i will take up a job, study part time for my ACCA, then maybe look for somewhere better after that. i give myself 2 years.
initially, i had thought of giving up this diploma i am pursuing. as in, after i graduate, i most probably wouldnt relate my jobs to it. it has never been a doubt that i am still no good in maths. i am still having a phobia over accounts/mathematical related stuff.
there were a few times i regretted taking up Accountancy, but the now more 'matured' me has instead, felt relieved i pursued this diploma with future prospects. i understand i may not excel in it, mayb not so in my future jobs too, but i will try my best and learn. it won't be that tough, right?
i know what i want, what to aim for now. it's going to be tough, but i'll hang on.
i know there's someone else who has to go through some hardship for a few years too. i hope we'll hang in there together (:
we will hang in there together (: (:
yes, i feel i know who are the people around me i need to treasure too. not just my family or loved one, but also my friends. seriously and frankly, i miss alot of them. the chicken, the pig, the euphos, the big 7.
i miss the times about 4 years back. omg. i typed
4 years. it's been so long.
i hope all are happy and well, with what they are doing now.
teachers' day's coming soon too. i miss a handful of teachers too.
Well, back to the life i am having now, there's actually something that i feel i very much want to have now- a driving license.
i've no idea why the sudden urge for it, but i believe it will benefit me in future. sadly, i've not enough capital in my bank, and i have to save up for a number of things meanwhile. i'll see what i can do about that.
tada.
p.s: people, i've lost a number of contacts from my mobile as it died on me a few months back. i hope those whom would still read this or know about this to maybe drop me a message and let me know their number so i can save it. and, do attach ur name. thank you!